“WHEN I STAND BEFORE GOD AT THE END OF MY LIFE, I WOULD HOPE THAT I WOULD NOT HAVE A SINGLE BIT OF TALENT AND TIME LEFT, AND COULD SAY THAT I USED EVERYTHING YOU GAVE ME, GOD!”
– Erma Bombeck
“I want to be happy in my life!”
That’s the most repeated phrase after “I love you”. Happiness is that ONE thing we all chase and long for. The happiness has as many faces as people on this planet.
As I sit on my pillow, my hand writes down one of the most beautiful words, which seemed like a cry of my soul. The happy cry, the aha-moment cry, the Eureka cry – the realization cry of what happiness is for me.
Today I share with you that deep, vulnerable and empowering desires!
“I truly want to be happy in my life!
I don’t want to do what doesn’t spark me.
The last few weeks of hustling to post the most inspiring words on social media, following all other inspiring coaches and women, comparing myself to others just made me feel very fearful, miserable, unhappy, not present and not appreciative of what I have right now in my life.
I realized that the hustle may not be for me.
The rat race and money chasing may totally be out of my life or happiness definition.
It hit me how much I want to organically inspire, motivate, help and be of service to others, just be being the truest version of myself.
And, I also want to enjoy life! I truly do.
I want to enjoy time with my partner instead of being stressed about not doing enough.
I want to enjoy the healthy food and have fun with it instead of being miserable and obsessed with my body image.
I want to enjoy the movements of my body, workouts, and dance instead of punishing and hurting my body.
I want to be healthy and fit and go places instead of being overstressed and frozen in the hustle mode.
I want to enjoy the cozy, loving and safe place and home instead of chasing huge and cold villas.
I want to enjoy my garden full of herbs and nature instead of feeling that this is a waste of time.
I want to enjoy doing new things and build memories with my fiancée and friends instead of being a workaholic.
I want to connect with people on a personal level instead of being fake and copy-monkey social media guru.
I want to enjoy small groups meetings and retreats where true connection, magic, love, self-expression, and beautiful transformations happen instead of hiding from the overwhelm of this world.
I want to feel happy and proud of myself at the end of the day. I want to know that I did everything in all my abilities to love and be loved. I want to be content knowing that my time was very well spent with all I have. I want to live being appreciative of my life every second.
I want to give it a time – a time to listen to myself, a time to hear what the Universe has to say, a time to flow with what it’s meant for me.
I want to focus on my emotions, body, and cycle.
I want to be appreciative of every moment.
I want to express love every day.
I want to be in the flow.
I want to just be, in the present moment
And I want to be patient to be able to see and feel what lights me up. “
What does happiness mean to you? ❤